October 27, 2009

Perfect peace

UPDATE (10/28) Another update from Mary’s daughter’s Facebook status:

MOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYY’S HOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMEEEEEEE!!!

She’s very tired but she can move her face.

UPDATE (10/27-5:00 pm) This from Mary’s daughter, Lanelle:

Mom is now in her own hospital room, she said she's very sleepy. They successfully removed the tumor... and she can smile, wiggle her nose, raise her eyebrows... so that probably means that she will be able to play the clarinet!!!

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ary goes in for her surgery today. I’m sure she would prefer a different way to be at peace, and yet she is at peace. She knows God is in control and will do exactly the right thing through this surgery. She has already been an inspiration to many of us.

Edwin Markham (1852–1940)

At the heart of the cyclone tearing the sky
    And flinging the clouds and the towers by,
        Is a place of central calm;

So here in the roar of mortal things,
    I have a place where my spirit sings,
        In the hollow of God’s palm.

As you go about your business today, please hold Mary and her family before the throne of grace. God delights when his children come to him.

I know Mary appreciates all the prayers, love, and concern.

 

 

October 23, 2009

October 22, 2009

Milestones

On Monday our family went to the NC State Fair. Lance and I had our first taste of “letting go” this year: Brooke met up with her friends midday, and Lanelle spent most of the day with her friend, Jaclyn. Meanwhile, the boys and parents watched a really neat BMX/FMX show, walked the midway and exhibits, and I even won a bear from the guy who guesses your age. He guessed 7 years too young!! You can see more pictures of our day here

I can’t explain to you how much fun I had just being with my family. We didn’t spend a lot of money on rides or entertainment, but of course, we HAD to sample fair food! But the best part of the whole day was just playing together.

Now, I’m counting the days to some milestones.

First, this Sunday I will have the privilege of being part of the orchestra for a special evening of praise at our church. Our worship pastor had vocal surgery this summer, and we all prayed diligently that his incredible voice would be restored and not harmed. God was truly gracious in answering that prayer. David is a talented musician who has a beautiful heart for serving the Lord. Over the years, he’s written a good deal of music, and this will be an evening of sharing those songs. In addition, our new orchestra director, Gary Hallquist, arranged the choir and orchestra music for these songs. It is amazing to be in the presence of such God-given talent, and it’s even more amazing that I get to share the platform with them every weekend. We will be doing a live recording that evening, and when it becomes available, I’ll share a link where you can order the CD.

Of course, the next milestones will be my pre-op visit on Monday, and my surgery on Tuesday. I will update you as soon as I’m feeling up to returning to the computer, probably just a couple of days after surgery. The results of the pathology report should come back within a week of surgery, and I will know for certain whether the tumor was cancerous or benign.

Psalm 112:1,7–8

Hallelujah! Happy is the man who fears the Lord, taking great delight in His commandments. He will not fear bad news; his heart is confident, trusting in the Lord. His heart is assured; he will not fear. In the end he will look in triumph on his foes.

Because of the prayers of my friends and my hope in the Lord, the last several days have been full of peace about my upcoming surgery. I’m just not afraid! I know, both from past experience, and from scriptures like Psalm 112, that God can be trusted. I am equally convinced that God has a bigger plan than just my personal comfort or well-being. He desires to proclaim His great name and His glory through this particular trial, and I count it a privilege to be on His team.

I am praying that as you watch the unfolding events in our family’s journey through this current “fire,” you will catch a glimpse of the incredible God we serve, and how He lovingly cares for His own.

I have three specific prayer requests this week.

  1. Pray that I do not get sick this week so that I will not have to reschedule surgery. I can tell that the tumor has increased in size, and I’m just ready to bid the thing goodbye.
  2. Continue to pray that the nerve branch that controls my mouth is protected, so that I may continue to play my clarinet. I seriously want to whoop it up after surgery and send you a picture of my puckered up lips!
  3. Please pray that I will be the person who is described in Psalm 112, so that others may see what a Great God we serve and desire to know Him also.

 

October 20, 2009

A capella harmonies from one voice

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am Tsui is a student at Yale University. He’s a musician, composer, singer, performer, etc. And he’s amazingly good. He wrote an outstanding a capella arrangement of Michael Jackson songs. Then he engaged a friend of his to make a video of him singing his arrangement—all seven parts, by himself. This is amazing:

You can order this and other arrangements at Sam Tsui’s web site

 

October 19, 2009

One step at a time

Oswald Chambers

Don’t jump to conclusions too quickly; many things lie unsolved, and the biggest test of all is that God looks as if he were totally indifferent.

W

hen our previous landlord told us to vacate the house we were living in we quickly found ourselves in a situation over which we had no control. We had to relocate and we had to consider the many things that are involved with a relocation. In our case those things were mainly:

  • Where will we live?
  • Where will we attend church?
  • Where will our son attend school?

The home God has provided

Right from the start we agreed on some basic assumptions about the last two things on the list:

  1. No school system is fully prepared for our son and it would be almost impossible to research the school systems in a way that would tell us in which system we should place our son. So we agreed that we would have to leave this priority in the hands of God because we certainly could not do it on our own.
  2. The sunrise behind our house
    about two weeks ago
  3. The other assumption regarded what church we would attend. I have a devastatingly terrible record at locating good churches for our family to attend. After disastrous church associations of eye-popping proportions, we had to agree that this was another area that we should not research, but should leave up to God.

David leaning on the church

So we moved ahead with the first thing on the list—finding a house. We worked diligently toward locating and purchasing a house. As our landlord’s move-out date loomed ever closer, and our mortgage approval was not forthcoming, we switched our focus to rental properties—only to find that we were not able to secure a rental property either. We began to have serious concerns that we would find ourselves homeless. We spoke to our landlords to see if we could stay in the house a bit longer while we tried to find a new place to live. They told us that was not an option. The move-out date they had given us was firm and non-negotiable. We realized that this priority, too, had to be turned over to God because we simply could not do it. And so we did—all three of our primary priorities were placed in God’s loving hands.

The church we’ve attended for the past two weeks

With less than two weeks remaining before our move-out date, God provided an incredibly beautiful home for us. It is far better than any of the houses we had looked at for purchase or lease and it is absolutely perfect for our family’s needs and even our taste. This house was not remotely like anything we were looking for, but God provided on this front far better than all we could ask or think.

We moved into the house and began the slow process of visiting area churches to see which one God had prepared for us. We knew He had a church for us, but now it was up to us to look at the churches and remain open to his leading. And so we have visited multiple churches, of varied traditions and cultures. And until two weeks ago, we did not sense God’s hand of guidance and approval. Until the Sunday before last.

Part of the interior of the church

We had run through most of the local churches in our new town, so we decided to check out a church that is a significant distance away from our home. The church we visited is unlike anything we were really looking for and is much farther away from our home than we were hoping for. But when we visited this church the Sunday before last, we immediately felt a peace about this church that we believe is the leading hand of God. Even our son loves this church.

One of the sights along the way to church

We returned to the church again yesterday and the sense of God’s leading persisted. The preaching has been outstanding. The congregation, although tiny and demographically different than what we had expected, seems to be a close-knit family that cares deeply for one another and also cares deeply for the lost in their community, across the nation, and around the world. The pastor demonstrates great love and concern for the people under his shepherding care.

The pastor of the church we have been attending

And the significant drive to and from the church is through some of the most scenically beautiful country I have ever traveled. So the drive to and from the church is tremendously calming and therapeutic.

On this front God again appears to have provided far above all that we could ask or think.

The final concern is our son’s schooling situation. This is still up in the air and has presented us with unique and frightening concerns. As of a meeting this morning, we have run out of options in the local area and if our son is not able to maintain in his current situation, they will have to move him to a day treatment center far away from our local area. This seems to us to be a terrible option.

Taken from the driveway of the church

And so, once again, we leave it in God’s loving hands. I have not been able to accomplish any of the things we saw as supremely important. But so far God has provided for us far beyond anything we could ever have imagined. He is a loving and gracious God.

Please pray along with us that God will provide in this situation in a way that brings glory and honor to himself and brings blessings to our son. The home and the church are so much more than we deserve, and yet God saw fit to bless us so graciously with these things.

Oliver Wendell Holmes

“Take your needle, my child, and work at your pattern; it will come out a rose by and by.” Life is like that; one stitch at a time taken patiently, and the pattern will come out all right like embroidery.

And so, like Abraham pleading one more time for God to stay his hand of destruction against Sodom and Gomorrah, I am asking God for this one more thing. Please provide for our son’s education. We will praise God while we are waiting for him to provide, and we will praise God for his providence once it has been revealed.

 

Remembering Jacob Arminius

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acob Arminius died 400 years ago today. His theology has impacted Evangelical culture and teaching in a way I believe has been greatly detrimental to discipleship, orthodoxy, and evangelism. An understanding of his life and teachings is a good way to get a handle on the importance of holding to proper biblical theology. Failure to conform to biblical theology may cause devastating repercussions for many years to come.

The Exiled Preacher gives a quick, but good, synopsis of Arminius’ life and teachings here.

 

October 17, 2009

Sermon in Shoes

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Facebook friend asked me yesterday what the secret was to my family life, happiness and dates with hubby. What an interesting question! My reply to her was “That secret is wrapped up in my relationship with Jesus Christ, and the satisfaction that comes from knowing Him. That has affected my family life as well—we have learned to reflect the unconditional love of our Savior toward each other, and to enjoy each others strengths and abilities rather than dwelling on what we don’t have.”

I went searching today for some of the scriptures that remind us that our hope, our joy, is in the Lord, not in the circumstances we find ourselves in. Here are some passages:

Isaiah 55:2
Why do you spend your money for that which is not bread,
   and your labor for that which does not satisfy?
Listen diligently to me, and eat what is good,
   and delight yourselves in rich food.

Psalm 107:8,9
Let them thank the Lord for his steadfast love,
for his wondrous works to the children of man!
For he satisfies the longing soul,
and the hungry soul he fills with good things.

John 15:9-13
“I have loved you even as the Father has loved me. Remain in my love. When you obey my commandments, you remain in my love, just as I obey my Father’s commandments and remain in his love. I have told you these things so that you will be filled with my joy. Yes, your joy will overflow! This is my commandment: Love each other in the same way I have loved you. There is no greater love than to lay down one’s life for one’s friends.”

emphases mine

Sermon in Shoes

Do you know, O Christian,
you’re a sermon in shoes?
Do you know, O Christian,
you’re a sermon in shoes?
Jesus calls upon you to
spread the Gospel News;
So walk it, and talk it,
Live it, and give it,
Teach it, and preach it
Know it, and show it,
A Sermon in Shoes.

We do NOT have a perfect family. We struggle with attitudes and behaviors that are not Christlike, from Mom and Dad down to the youngest kid. But what peace, joy, and happiness we do have is a direct result of our “abiding” in Christ. When we think rightly, we walk rightly. When we obey His command to love each other the way He has loved us, we have His joy in our hearts, and that joy overflows. So whatever good someone sees in our family life, or in my life, it is truly a result of God sanctifying us and making us more like Him.

This reminds me of a children’s Bible song I used to sing in Jr. Church, “Sermon in Shoes,” lyrics in the callout box to the right.

 

October 16, 2009

It's Friday!!

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few decades ago, this guy used to be the opening act for serious rock concerts. He opened for Emerson, Lake and Palmer and Led Zeppelin and a few other big name rock acts. And he often had the crowd in a greater state of frenzy than the headlining rock bands. All with a single very old instrument and the music of the greatest musician of all time—J.S. Bach.

 

October 14, 2009

When abortion becomes birth control

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bortion has been decriminalized in the United States for a generation. America has killed tens of millions of its citizens before those young lives were able to contribute to our society. And during this same time we as a nation have become desensitized to this killing.

Irene Vilar

So now that we have adults who have never lived without government condoned, supported, and promoted abortion, we are beginning to see the results of the slippery slope we were warned about when it all began. Irene Vilar, pictured here, has just written Impossible Motherhood: Testimony of an Abortion Addict, in which she tells us of the 15 abortions she had in 17 years. [News story]

I have not read the book and don’t know what Ms. Vilar is attempting to communicate through this story, but her story shines a light on what happens when we cease to recognize the innate dignity and value of human life—in all its stages—from conception through natural death. May God have mercy on our nation.

 

October 13, 2009

Waiting

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aiting is not my strongest character trait. But then, I don’t know too many of us humans who wait well. While looking for guitar chords on a Christian Tab site, I found the lyrics to this song. Then I went to YouTube to hear it, and found this video. I loved the movie Fireproof, and if you haven’t seen it, you MUST!

So “While I’m Waiting” for surgery and the pathologists report, I’m going to think often of this song. I even printed out the chords so I could learn it on guitar. I hope this encourages you to stay focused on serving, obeying, and worshiping while you wait.